for some ppl, life is made easy. things juz fall into place so nicely. even when the worse happens, they nvr get to fall that hard. few lucky ppl i see r those staying just beside me, + daniel & adrian. sometimes i reli envy how they can be able to reach such mutual understanding. & no, no 2 ppl r that similar to begin with.
i bet every1 does it in here. write personal entries which no1 can see. the very ugly & angry side of how they reli feel. trashing it all out. but somehow, i've gotten tired of doing that. though that may seem like an outlet, its not a solution.
no1 like not being in control, esp me. i seem 2 hv lost my cool, or so my faith. juz hope my studies goes as i planned & i'll b able to complete it soon.
i miss my mum.
1st time in my life.. Im partying with my specs on.. Its hard thinkin of outfits lo..
& my left eye juz acted on me again.. gosh.. wish it'll heal sooner man..
1 week mc.. but y does it has 2 b when my next flt is a $ making flt 2 japan.. & not turnard.. damn..!
ever have moment when u have such a rush of emotions & yet.. no words can describe watz reli inside..
lost my wallet 2day.. sigh.. was up my edge so much tat i could kill any1 @ sight.. juz controlling.. but oh well.. they dun owe me.. juz me & my clumsiness.. whoever e lucky bitch who foud it is smiling fm ear 2 ear.. my cash inside.. plus my US$ & foreign currency.. my heart is bleeding..
i juz hope whoever found it is kind enuf 2 send me back the contents of e wallet.. cash & wallet i doubt it.. no1 in e rite set of mind would return a LV wallet.. i know i wont.. juz tat my safety licence is inside.. w/o it i cant fly.. gota go thr e hassle of calling up office & face e music.. anyway any1 has any idea if there r any charges if i report stolen IC? dun wana pay $150 lo..
anyway went back training ctr 2 attend oliver friend's grad.. man.. can time reli fly.. i cant believe im oredi 1 yr into this job.. still feels so jr.. & still get fucked up flight once in a very blue moon.. oliver juz got 1 big time.. guess there r proz & conz in every single job..